sorry it's been so long. Guess it's since before I had my daughter. Sure it's tiring and you need to recover. Most of all you want to spend all your time with that little bundle of joy and frustration. Frustration when you she cries and you don't know why, or when you are dead tired and she's hungry. But it's all worth it when you see that first smile or see her laughing at you when you act silly. Or that adorable baby talk. Aria is my joy in life now.. It's something I never thought of before, nor really understood. Maybe it's a good thing I never had a choice. It did make it clear that many men are cowardly children who can only think of themselves. Not that I hate men btw..
On my personal FB I got some pictures of my beautiful girl and here's a link: [link]
All the time off made me think (oh noes) and one of things was why I don't seem to be able to focus on one thing. For example gaming. I love gaming and always will. Lots of time and money went in to it over the years. At a point I tried to create some myself. But then I got into drawing for a bit. Then it was anime. Drawing again, reading books, gaming, anime, watching dramas,.. It's such a vicious circle. It tend to become boring or a hassle when I do it for a while. So why is that? If I want to, I can become a decent artist or game reviewer/builder. Or whatever. And hell knows I'm stubborn enough. Why can't I push through? Personally I think it's because I like too many things. I love doing a bunch of things, just not for a long time. And a day is too short to do it all..
So now what? I don't know.. anyway it's time to feed Aria.